Watching closely, all the eyes

Open, closed, shining like stars

I want to scream but I put on a smile

So many miles with no damn lights

 

Running and flying - feels all the same

Crying, laughing - almost same face

No polaroid but dozens of pictures

Cluttered minds make dirty shoes

 

I'm falling sick, and sicker and deeper

My mind's too light and the flesh is too heavy

Colours and sounds flood my senses

Just for my body to loose each and every

 

The light is too bright and the darkness is too dense

When I close my eyes I don't even fall anymore, I sink

It's like death without all the sacrifices

But the risk to wake up It's too great, too painful

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